Phew.

I managed to take the 7 pictures even though a lot of them are rushed, PHEW!! Hopefully, it will all be okay - I'll try to post it up. I was so nervous during the presentation, my fingers were shaking like hell -__- I have to give Sheila <3 for helping me through it all, I wouldn't have been able to make it if it wasn't for you sayaaang.

We have Anugerah Dekan event this Friday, 10.30 am, so I'm hoping we can go back straight after that... I don't know what to wear. I'll be fucking nervous as hell >__<

Eh I hope my turtles are okay. I've left them for 3 days, but my bro is feeding them (hopefully).

Productiveness!

Yay today was indeed rather productive, I managed to:

1. Buy an air pump for my turtle-quarium. But it turns out I can't put it in yet because the current is too strong for my sliders to swim against. If they struggle too much, they can get exhausted and die. Also some anti-chlorine treatment thing. And some vacummed earthwormlings thingies which is too gross to mention but provides a scrumptious treat for Boba and Fett (ha! That idea just came into my head!). The bad news is everytime I want to feed it to them, I have to squish the thing against the turtle-quarium and little bits will float and the turtle-quarium gets messy.
2. Bought softlan (finally!) for the house. Humm. I love the smell.
3. Managed to do my psychology powerpoint woohoo.
4. Managed to type another paragraph for the graphic essay.
5. Bumped into Jerry from TGIF and had a conversation and he said yesss I can come back to work!
6. Practiced MAGIC yayayayayayyyy.
7. Buka puasa with Sarah! It was fun talking to her and catching up with her - daaaaamnn you with your straight hair and parallel-parking-driver you.

I am so fascinated with Boba and Fett. However I am trying to find a water heater for them if they are going to be a permanent fixture in my room because my dad hates them gracing their presence in the living room >__<>

Wahh I just realized I'm on a blogging roll - this will stop in a day or two when I return to Londonlenduland.

x__x

Mind your own damn business.

What is up with old, frumpy, orthodox, "self-righteous" stupid old men? Why do they have to be fucking busy body? I'm fucking mad right now at stupid, interfering old men right now, due to a conversation I had with my dad.

Me Dad, can I work during Hari Raya Aidilfitri?
Dad No
Me But they're paying double or triple... I get like RM 100 ++ for 8 hours of labour..
Dad I've given you enough freedom
Me Whaa?
Dad I may not give you the allowance you need, but I've given you more than enough freedom
Me I need the money!
Dad My friends have been talking about you.
Me Why is this about your friends?
Dad You wear shorts with your friendsla, and it's not good. It's too much freedom. I've put up with more than I should have given you. I give you too much room -
Me But it's not fair!
Dad No discussion. You're going back for raya. The end.

Fuck you you close-minded senior citizens. If you're not satisfied with me when you saw me in shorts, why not tegur? Why not tell it to my face? Why peck like chicken shit and report it to my dad? Think that smugness and satisfaction of telling my dad that I dedah aurat (reveal flesh) is better than honesty, is it? I would have appreciate it you telling me in front of my face, with your upfront honesty. Rather than shutting up and telling my father.

My father has no qualms; he does not mind me wearing shorts (as long as it's not supershortlah, my thighs are still elephant-thighs and I don't have the guts to wear shorts that barely cover my chubby ass). You expect me to wear jeans all the time? I knowlah you get some nice breeze in between your privates with that kain pelekat (thin cool fabric worn by men). You want to be prejudiced, now let me be prejudiced against you too.

RM300-400... gone... just like that. For three days I could have gotten a week's pay, and thrown away because I have too much freedom, because I have too much flesh, because I wear shorts and not jeans. You don't know how it's like, no money, no valuable paper to rustle in my fingers. Stupid interfering old man! Zaman mane punya otak, your daughter (if you have one or if you do have one)

Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground
So lift your hands high and wave them proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud,
Never can, never will
Can't hold us down

Before you want to start preaching to other people about their daughters, take a damn good look at yourself and ask yourself whether you are perfect. Do you puasa? Dah bayar zakat? Sembahyang jumaat tak setiap minggu? Pot calling the kettle black.

Hells yea I'm infuriated. The end.

Life right now..

Life has been passing by in a daze, let's see..

• Celebrated merdeka by shisha-ing and eating shawarma and kebab with Sha Roose, Michelle, Jude, JD, Khalil, Anas, Shafiq and Adil (jgn nak ejek Sha I x tau spelling) at Al- Kalala, near Rawsha in Ampang - new place which opened recently, and the owner, Oday (sp?) is super nice and always gives us discounts. Downside of the night was expecting fireworks from KLCC (we had a fantastic view of KLCC) but realised there was none =( Boooo cyberjaya.
• Bumped into Cellene and Faz (a guy I just got to know on friendster), had "breakfast" with her. It was nice catching up after so long =)
  
• Spent a night at Eastin Hotel, sleeping underneath their comfy sheets post merdeka. Sheesh, check-out should be at 6 pm.
  
• Had my midterms. Probably flunked my psychology.
• SHOPPING! Ha. The necessity and requirements of being a girl.
• Being a complete nuthead about using manual slr cameras, figured that there was no film in the camera after taking 235835o0385 pictures -_-
  
• Learning to play MAGIC: THE GATHERING. YAIKNOWTELLMEABOUTITOMG.

Okay. The last one - I started expressing interest yesterday after Jude said that you could get the chance to travel, earn money, get this blaablaa. You know me and tournaments. So I went to Berjaya Times Square with him & JD on hari merdeka to buy me a deck - I bought my first deck - black! I played today and was damn confused but hopefully larh. Dapat belajar and who knows... pros, here I come eheheh.. such a long shot.

The only thing wrong with magic is that they don't have a pink deck. So I'm scouting high and low for pink sleeves. I wanted to add pink stickers to the boring black sleeves I'm currently using but JD said that it's illegal to use in tournaments because the placements might dictate what card it is, yada. Geez. All I want is to add a bit of personality. Susah sangat ke nak cari pink sleeves?

*If* you're reading this and you're not from Malaysia look up "merdeka" and immerse yourself in Malaysia's history and struggles for independence! *If* you're from Malaysia, selamat hari merdeka to you =)